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clara
geraldine
gloria
grace
hongxi
huitong
lauren
sherli
xueli
yanyin
yeeling
yinghan
yunteng
Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 9:30 PM
looking back at those made me feel it's a waste that things turned out this way. seriously, i swear. it's really one of the worst feeling i've ever had. i didnt know that it had such a great impact on me until today, when i came across them. i didnt hope for things to be the way that i wanted, but at least not that terrible. it's totally unexpected. it came suddenly & went away as soon as it came. i thought we would be really close, so much so that i can rely on but no, it wasnt the case. i thought we were different from others, but no. it had to end cos of some unreasonable ridiculous shit that happened at that point in time. im still puzzled over what happened actually. & cant help feeling lost cos i value it too much. tht's precisely why i felt this sudden wave of envy®rets a few minutes ago. why didnt i take the initiative to probe further & just left it where it was. time heals shit.trng's just as bad. im dying. i've got so many things at hand that i dont know what to deal with first. bullshat. im practically praying tht trng ends early everyday so that i wouldnt have to rush for my lessons & all. it's crazy. but on a lighter note, kpop does wonders. allows us to make new friends. like woohoo! when i found out tht there were people who love sj just like i did. but yeah, it goes back to square one when im alone. emo shit.
i need time machine like, really badly.
i never knew it was so hard to forget. i hate goodbyes.