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clara
geraldine
gloria
grace
hongxi
huitong
lauren
sherli
xueli
yanyin
yeeling
yinghan
yunteng
Friday, June 19, 2009, 1:33 PM
spell love for me
now, let's impose some restrictions for gohhuihui. i've been struggling to manage my time well. time spent on my notes is rather long. but that doesnt mean it's good. cos it's time wasted away by STARING at the words, not reading them. i should be loving each & every subjects i have. but.. the mind drifts to some other stuffs when you get bored you see. those words are shouting straight into my face but i just feel like procrastinating time & again. it's like argh. totally pekchek.so. . resolutions? HAHA.
less idolising was mentioned in the previous post. (as if i idolise a lot) some additions would be, less music, less computer, less sleep? HAHA. i cant imagine a day without songs please. it's like my caffeine please. cant do without it. dad has been complaining about the way i study, WITH MP3. haha. so he keeps nagging that it's wrong & it doesnt work. lol. trying to do away with this ingrained habit right now (: && im way off schedule since i-dont-know how many days ago. home is like my hotel. i sleep my way through everyday and i feel like a pig currently. LOL.
came across amusing stuffs lately. i cant help but to engage in thoughts like "why is this happening?", "is it really that way?" etc etc. though at certain points, i realise it is the truth. it's just that i choose not to believe. haha, escapism. i am myself. i've got my own way of dealing with things. though i know sometimes it ain't the right way, i try to make it the best way. im learning to be a better person. that's all i can say for now.
love my notes, love exams.
so it means less love for music :(((
a short para dedicated to my sister:
thanks for being that person who stands by me, crapping on nonsensical shits together with me, sharing thoughts&opinions. though our age's four years apart, i guess we've got similar thinking. though sometimes i dont really approve of your way of handling things, i still am grateful that you share everything with me, be it the good or bad ones. hope that you'll fufil your promise of working hard & not be bogged down by other factors. do prioritise & dont come crying and be filled with regrets at the end of the year. im waiting to do fun stuffs with you at the end of the year. loveya! (: