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Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 1:30 PM
because it's time for some reflection
met up early with tfc, aili & ah an today before the exams. we were all panicking then. lol. it's so funnaye.over & done with all my papers. im glad. & relieved. chem was a killer for me. i just hope i can pass the rest, including geography which i took today. physical geog was like shit for me. everything was abt plate tect yet i couldnt do the 1omarks question. how great. time for some rest in order to recharge & replenish brain juices&cells tht ive used up for the past few days. although it's just midyears. . lol. im tired. i still have pw to think of. total shitsxsxsxxsxsxsxsx 29 monthsary :D /edited. viewing thru & deleting the past entries and i realised a change in the thinking&mentality of mine. used to be a lil overly paranoid. now, it's a totally different story. i once had such a strong feeling of disgust towards smth but now im like, why did i even felt tht way then? i dont really have tht kind of feeling of anxiety when it's nearing the exams. i mean, i do panic occassionally but it's not like i'll cry buckets over it and stuffs. tht's a good sign. and now im feeling neutral to almost everything. there are exceptions of course, but i cant be bothered abt it anymore. the process of growing up really enables one to learn a whole lots of stuffs. probably life is mostly about overcoming obstacles and being forward-looking yeah? (: the fact tht exams are over make me feel a little empty simply cos i have nuts to do! i'll be wasting my time idling and all. infringement of human rights? not so much abt it. haha. |
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